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3rd year semester 1 Final Presentation

2010-06-26T21:06:00.004+10:00

This is what i've worked out throughout the first semester of my final degree year in Environmental Design (Architecture). Seriously and honestly, what spent here are sweat and blood. All my effort paid off, with really really good comments from my lecturers and peers, glad... Am looking forward to my final semester. Hope that things going well! ^.^

妈妈，献给您...

2010-05-09T20:34:00.010+10:00

妈妈，您在我的心目中一直是最好，最漂亮的妈妈！
虽然小孩在澳洲生活读书已快三年了，但是总是无法适应这里的一切...
不是因为他们的语言，文化或生活方式，而是因为您不在我的身边照顾我
哈哈，要是有您在这边的话，澳洲都可以是我的马来西亚！
还记得去年年尾您和爸爸来到澳洲旅游的时候吗？在我还没遇上你们之前，我是身体非常不适。
但在墨尔本车站一见到爸爸妈妈之后，我的病至少好了一半，整个人精神起来了！

真的好想念过去的日子像小孩装傻般的，让您照顾与疼爱，每天大吃您做的菜。
哭的时候有您安慰，被欺负的时候有您维护，做错事的时候有您唠叨，生病的时候有您连夜照顾...
现在长大了，没办法再这样装傻了，必须懂得照顾自己，不让您担忧！
但最近有时候还是让您担忧了...对不起，谢谢您。
真的好不想长大哦，还想回到从前像小孩一样对您依赖，撒娇，生活可说是无忧无虑的！

妈妈的辛苦不让我看见，温柔的食谱在她心里面。
这二十一年来妈妈是辛苦了。
二十一岁了，我也不能像小孩子般让妈妈担忧了。
长大了，是时候让妈妈休息了，让我们两兄弟和姐姐来好好孝顺她，牵着她温柔的双手。
但有时候还是可以在妈妈面前做个傻小孩，逗她开心噢！对吧对吧？最喜欢妈妈的笑容了！

妈妈，母亲节快乐！
祝您往后的每一日健健康康，快快乐乐！
虽然文笔不是很好，但是希望您有收到小孩的心意哦！

我爱您，妈妈
豪上

De Flower part 2

2009-11-24T16:08:00.006+11:00

De Flower part 1

2009-11-24T15:39:00.017+11:00

More flowers on facebook album

Tulip Festival Trip

Tulip Farm, Wynyard, Tasmania 2009

10/10/09

Was excited, a week before final...

the trip was held.

But worth it!!

De People

2009-11-24T14:16:00.001+11:00

More people on facebook album

Wan Hoe was emo in the flowers

Bored...

2009-11-16T02:55:00.008+11:00

Life's been boring....

and now i realised how's dreadful Launnie's life is!

No assignment equivalent to no life here...

Day time no shopping,

Night time no mamak.

Only gossip at home plays a big role!

Friends're back,

what's left?

nothing lo!

Everyday caged inside my room like nothing bothered...

big SIGH!!

Looking forward to Melbourne!!

Will be lots of fun then!

割爱

2009-11-02T21:20:00.004+11:00

总是听你说

他有一双爱笑的眼睛

和一颗温暖的心

你为她深深吸引

我看在眼里

你的爱不用说也能猜

我只是没说出来

我对你还是难以释怀

你的爱像火加速蔓延

他在你的心中没人能代替

你说没有方法说服自己

轻易的割爱

你的爱像火加速蔓延

却不能燃烧我和你之间

唯一的选择

是让步悄悄的割爱

Is helping....

2009-11-01T18:37:00.003+11:00

My brother's master degree final project

Baba and Nyonya Cultural Center at Malacca

Site Model 1:750

1:750 scale?!!

It's so tiny small lo....

done not even one-sixth of the site model...

and this is just one of the 3 wings of the building...

OMG! Give me some ohm pls,

for the final race! Haha...

Colours...

2009-10-27T03:22:00.004+11:00

Suddenly feeling so bored with the blacks and whites in my blog...

Come come injected with some colours...^.^

Tulip Farm, Wynyard, Tasmania 2009

10/10/2009

Night fest. fireworks

to be updated soon...

stay tune!!

Caged....

2009-10-27T02:51:00.002+11:00

ever feel helpless?

i bet you always do.

Things have always been tangible,

you just have to left-one-eye-closed,

trying not to see or touch the truth,

then you are free from caged.

I mean,

we ourselves are the trappers of own feelings,

that bring us down with tons of emotions.

Disheartened, tangled....

when it hits you so painfully,

you started to believe the world is never fair,

don't you?

Just...be arrogant...

i said....

Flying high....

2009-10-22T17:37:00.004+11:00

Though this semester hasn't yet ended,

one more week to go to be exact,

but i am already flying high!

I myself feeling utter satisfactory with my studies so far,

results are good and comments are fine.

everything's is going well and better this semester,

not much disappointment....glad ^.^

I don't aim high, i just aim for improvement.

So to those who always saying me KS or what,

pls shut your mouth and mind your words.

I don't want a better me than you, but a better me than the "old" me.

And something more,

If you don't know me well or much, not knowing my past,

pls don't ever prejudge me and for what i have done.

Well, everything's good and smooth this semester compared with last semester.

the only thing that gets ruined and worse is whats between us before and now...

which i still missing much...

Mommy HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Daddy HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

daddy's was last week and i had totally forgotten!!

Omg....rushing and stressing my final till i lost awareness of time and date!

what a shame, son!!

Architectonic days are over!!

2009-10-20T00:29:00.006+11:00

OMG, can't believe that on the day 19th Ocotber,

We have submitted our major finals!

Though we still having one more submission and a test,

we are feeling so relieved now!

However, this is our 4th time submitting finals...

For the first and second times we felt so excited after submission,

while now me and Mr.J don't actually feel anything...>.<

get used to the stresses ad huh?

That is my final panel....

same project progressing from the starting of the semester.

Did well? okok lo...so far so good, most importantly 've done everything i expected

Here goes my 2nd assignment (few posts ago) of this Library extension project,

I feel satisfaction inside me, as i have progressed it well as for myself ^.^

Well, presenting on Wed, some tmr...

So, it is not officially totally over yet..ahha!

Some more, i am presenting to Geoff Clarke!!

He is one of the directors of the Troppo Architects!

It is an Australia based firm...quite famous for its troppo style architecture!

So many exclamation marks i used mentioning him....means, scary lo...

But still, it is worth getting feedback from him ^.^

Ok le, still thinking whether doing model for presentation or not...

abit lazy now, since i have quite detailed 3d on my panel...

Shud i do or not? omg....dun stress over the hard decision..haha.

Just woke up, and it is time to sleep again...

Bye bye!

Hardest part's done.....

2009-10-16T21:53:00.012+11:00

It's been so tiring....taxing...

I spent 2days+3nights on this stupid 3d modelling...

wondering how much time i am going to spend for larger-scaled building??

Super duper time consuming...haiz...

Well, here i finally have done it! but left in hunger and dizziness...

Still got lots to go....give me some ohm!

master planning -> all plans rendering -> graphic panel-ling (2xA1)

then

panel double check -> drive to school -> pay 20 bucks

then

print -> submit - > rest -> physical modelling (optional) -> presentation

then...

F.R.E.E!

Comes in couple....

2009-10-06T18:27:00.003+11:00

I just woke up from a short nap,

i just took nice bath.

Then, i seated myself quietly,

in front of my computer....

Doing nothing, i was just thinking of you...

Thinking of how long would i go with the hardship.

It didn't take me long to think,

as i decided to really...really not care anymore

I just have to forget i had known you,

well enough, close enough...yet happy enough.

I turned faced the window on my left,

and i saw these....

double layers of rainbows come again...

So nicely, glide over the sky!

Once i stopped thinking of you, it appeared...

Perhaps it denotes the right decision i've made...

Stands out among the greys....^.^

Missing......

2009-10-02T02:20:00.007+10:00

These are what i am missing now....

Lots of lots of nice memories in the past,

occupying my thoughts now...

The night was really memorable,

really really great...

Weather is always good up there,

that we can expose ourselves in the cool night,

freely hanging around, snapping down every moment.

Here, too cold too dark....

what to do....=.=

Stories of the night's here

~These are my dear friends,

knowing each other since 8 years ago~

Although some of us aren't that close,

but we still created memories...

that's what we always wish to be....

Together forever....

That's so much meant to me now...

Blooming season

2009-10-01T01:36:00.004+10:00

Yea, it is blooming season now...

Spring's here ^.^

The backyard of my house was lifeless weeks ago.

But now it transformed, enlightened with white flowers.

Bee's starting to seek for honey, or something else sweet

Flies are starting to become active in my room!!

Haha.....and yea.....

Everything starts to change, starts to be colourful.

Do you change?

Perhaps, should say....

Do we change....?

Still i see no sign...

nothing between us changes....

nothing at all.

2009-09-28T22:55:00.004+10:00

真讨厌没有答案的结局....

会是很大的遗憾.....唉~!

她表面上看起来过得蛮开心了...

我没必要....没资格再介入她的世界了...

可惜的是，到现在为止，我还是每一天都会去看看她的部落，网页....

被你们说中了，无论什么事情的发生，还是阻止不了自己的心....

善哉善哉....还是加油吧！

给我力量！

Restart restart restarT

2009-09-27T11:57:00.005+10:00

There's enough rest for me,

should start doing work le....

3 more assignments to go, and we have less than a month.

So i should start all over again, restart my brain and work it on.

Haha...so looking forward the to end of semester...

Can't wait going back to my family, and having rojak masticated in my mouth!

L O O K I N G F O R W A R D !!

bring it on, whatever hits me now...

and don't care whatever not get cared...wasting time...

Blue is back....

2009-09-27T02:31:00.002+10:00

The gap is there so apparently....

Who will ever fill it up?

Perhaps the little bridge up there is really weak now...

it will crack and break one day,

and will just become two separated parts,

with no more link between...

No one ever cares how would it become,

coz whatever it becomes will not bring wealth.

Thus, it is unaware....being left there just like that...

Blue's back...

Questions still black...

No more words coming in to make things white..

I will fill up the gap no matter how many years it takes;

everyday and every second;

with rough rocks pieces by pieces;

If you want to......

Will you fill up the gap with touches in your heart?

If i want to..........

Night's been cold...are you warmed in blanket?

I don't think i should ask so....

Good luck...whatever or whoever brings you on...

Sunset in Sydney....

2009-09-25T01:55:00.006+10:00

Well, i actually traveled to Sydney few months ago,

along with my gang of friends and MSA gang of friends...

It was really really fun and fantastic...

The fun is indescribable....lolz

We went up to the top of Sydney on the Sydney tower,

grabbed a glimpse at the breath-taking sunset.

The sky was in purple red....

It was so amazing to say the least!

I realized that i haven blogged about Sydney trip in my blog yet...

It was too much to say, lazy perhaps?

Haha...will post a bit bout it when i feel free, just like this post!

Architectonic is an expression of architect's emotion...

2009-09-24T21:08:00.015+10:00

"It is simple, we make the tiny bit of our design being more architectonic or expressive of our styles, our thoughts and our emotions. That is why every good piece of architecture has their own story behind....maybe being deliberate at the flashing failure that leaks the water down perfectly to create something YOU DON'T KNOW!", Mr. Ng

Yea, and this is the 2nd phase of our design project in semester 2,

an extension for the ugly Launceston State Library.

Well, since it weighs the same as the final project,

so i put balanced effort to this second project.

I started to think structurally and logically towards my design,

in case i might have failed to realized the expression and the soul of my design,

and might have to re-design in 3rd phase design process.

HAha, so to those who said me "siao" for having too much thoughts on structure...

Hmm....i am not being stressed at all actually.

I asked people always if they had thought bout structure for their design,

just i wanted to get someone with me on the boat, if they dealing the same structure.

So we could solve the problems together and develop the concept.

(and don't forget that Geoff actually asked as to test structure in DIFFERENT SCALE!)

I just don't wanna be loner on the boat as i always be....T.T

Haha.....Sorry maybe i just being too different attitude in my way of design..

And yea, this work was presented two days ago,

to my second favourite tutor, Ali Ward (compared with the kuku cookie monster =.=)

The first one is definitely Geoff Clarke but he is really strict during presentation...

Whatever, help my friend tired...

This was my best ever presented work so far...

And the best of the day was the comment from my tutor,

"you work is among the xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"

I wouldn't say...later some ppl say me lansi here. (my blog!!)

However, i feel really happy for myself,

for what i have worked so hard to think.

There were some negative feedbacks from my tutor still,

but she was being particularly picky towards my work

she mentioned before she crit. me...

I am glad enough because she did really point out some critical problems,

(not like the cookie...)

not because she had to be picky.

Those problems could really help out much in further stage.

Well, i love the comments from my tutor,

but i never put hope on the result...it could be bad after the moderation.

Just different tutor would have different judgement.

Pardon me being abit overproud here...

But what to do...this is my blog!!

If you ever tried to back stab me after reading this post,

then get the hell of here!! You don't know how low-esteem i used to be!

(damn, why am i so....sounds like got enemy de?)

Lolz...anyway, there are a few more assignments to home sweet home!

These few days i have been sleeping...haha...too enjoyed after the hurricane..

Really hope i can be doing well in the final....hopes..

Go to eat subway now...bye bye!

no see no talk....that is how it ends..T.T

Life's back!

2009-09-21T02:48:00.006+10:00

Typical life of an architecture student is back!

The design submission is just a few days later,

and officially we have only less than a week to proceed the drawings and stuff.

Isn't enough at all!

Summer is coming, sun rises early in the dawn....

and i have seen sunrises twice in a week T.T

Last week my HTD presentation was absolutely done well!

I'm pleased...but at the same day something stupid struck me...

Don't wanna mention bout it.....was feeling so down...

Luckily i had gained my confidence and motivation back later,

or else, now i will be dying....

Ahh....break time over...back to my design CAD-ding..

2 days continuously facing monitor, guess one day i would've gone blind..

A few more to go to be exact...

Add oil !!^.^

Those were the days....

2009-09-11T12:07:00.008+10:00

This is the main street of my secondary high school.

Chong Hwa Independent High School

It looks crowded, because that was an annual event,

for Chinese New Year!! How happy they are!

Otherwise, no one will ever hang around this street!!

Because this is the main way to the office block of the school principal,

and the super "lovely" principal teachers!

Lives in Chong Hwa are still memorable now,

especially spending time with friends!!

There is no need to say at all!

Well, talking bout my academic achievement,

Starting from standard 1 in primary school,

till form 6 in high school,

My average marks were between 70-78!

no higher nor lower that that!

I am super proud of it!

"standard 1 can only get 74+...STUPID and LOUSY!!"

"but if form 6 still can get 76+...SUPERB!!

especially in Chong Hwa independent High School this kind of jail!"

Results were maintained but academically i was improving!

You will see how much i improved throughout the term!

I still remember we have 16 classes my form 1 year,

and i was in the almost lousiest class, around the 12th??

Aiyer...lets list it down ba

Form 1 - 12th / 16 classes

Form 2 - 10th / 16 classes

Form 3 - 5th / 10+ classes

(eh, improved alot man!)

Form 4 - 4th / 8 science stream classes

Form 5 - 3rd / 8 science stream classes

Form 6 - 1st / 6 science stream classes

Eh!! unbelievable man! from super lousy class,

gradually rose and got into 1st class in final year!!

Exhilarated!!

But, on the first day i stepped into 6(s)1

I was really feeling lonely and feared...

coz the rest of the classmates had been in the same class for years!

They were already a big family and a big gang of people!

I was worried if i could really mingle with them or not...

So kelian...no friends in the first few days...

But who knows, i gradually became one of them!

They are really kind friends and friendly, which i appreciate really much!

They cared bout me, and many of them had shared me lots of stuff and gossips!

Yea...we played soccer together, basketball almost every week...

Volleyball game not that often but still we always played together!

Sing K! Undeniably, there are lots of friend very keen on it!

There are S.H.E and Jay Chou's fans also!

And most importantly, they played guitar!

I love the days we always jammed guitar in class!

"that time i was good in guitar, not now..T.T"

Fcuk! feeling so happy now thinking back to the past lives in high school!

Haha...that's all about my academic achievement before uni..

Actually there are more than that, just feeling lazy to tell...

There are more other memorable happenings outside the class also,

lazy to tell as i have to go bathe now!!!

And then...continue on my research work on Japanese architect Kengo Kuma.

He is really good in screen play! My brother and i do like him really much!

Great Bamboo house by Kengo Kuma & Associates

Sorry have to remove some posts

2009-09-07T23:53:00.005+10:00

I just want to stop being emotional!
To those who has seen those posts, you better don't blame what i wrote....
You brought your responsibility when you were to see those posts right?

9 recent emo posts have been removed,
since they don't bring meanings anymore....

This blog is now back to happy ^.^

Architortur-ed monkeys!

2009-08-08T14:38:00.005+10:00

We actually stopped at our school before going city yesterday,
to print some homework stuff.

Were bored waiting there, staring at the Mac.
and then....kuku Jasper was inspired by me,
and spontaneously clicked on the webcam button on Mac,
and started FOOLING around!!

Tada!!!
Me, Jasper, Jenabi and Wan Hoe behind!
And see Jasper's big row of teeth standing out！

Haha, as jnb said, Jasper is gaining lots of weight!
See his fat fat chin!

Studying architecture is like,
being engulfed by the black hole...

Jasper was kinda high when rolling on the roller coastal!
He also looks a bit ham ham sap sap....got eh...haha!

Double headed snake!
Cute ma???

There are actually more silly shots on my Facebook, so go have look!
We still did something called "yeng" not just only those retarded ones...

Haha, the computer lab had just a few other people using it to study...
Our madly laughter totally ruled the whole room,
perhaps the other people would scold us inside...haha,
"bloody fcuking Asian!! so childish!"

Not shopping spree

2009-08-07T15:37:00.003+10:00

Finally had tasted the Mt. Elephant Pancake in Quadrant Mall!
Not bad quite nice!

Just came back from shopping with Wan Hoe, Jasper and Jenabi.
This is the first time i officially shopped for something big in Launnie.
This time i bought a formal suit with a trouser,
and they really spent me a lot of "daddy's sweat and blood".
The suit and the trouser themselves cost 299AUD,
+ Tailoring to make it perfect cost 42AUD.
It is a huge amount but i somehow feel happy spending it!

The suit will be ready by next Wednesday,
and most probably will be picked up after my DS presentation.
Yea....^.^

And then our pancake lunch.
Very nice...The skin texture looks like my favourite Roti Planta.
Really enjoyed sitting there chit-chatting with friends.

Cradle Mountain

2009-08-07T01:47:00.004+10:00

Was raining heavily.
Didn't get any nice shot of the lake due to the gloomy weather.

I know it is hard to decide thing,
but i always been trying.
I have to be brave facing it,
and lay it down slow, lay it down for myself.
I hope i am doing the right thing, be happy,
and to you too...

Chaos

2009-08-06T17:39:00.006+10:00

Oh yea, it is kinda dreamy....
The boy seating on the office chair has lost his direction...
Where is he now?
Someone please give a hand to find him back, find his soul back as well.

Life is yet getting chaotic...
Soon they will be loading us with torrent of assignments,
and will then never end, from day to night and night to day.
So it is gonna be another tornado tossing us up and down...

Do well...
Good luck to myself....
and to you too...

p/s: Just realized that i lost for the first round....
haih...emo liao
Nvm....move on and keep it up for the next round!
Pelangi gang can do it!

Am planning....

2009-08-06T02:04:00.003+10:00

to visit Melbourne once again in November...
Since the whole month will be free out as to wait for my bro's graduation in Dec...
might be alone coz no one here will wish to follow,
and friends in Melb will be having their super tiring final exams.

When i started doing research on Fed Square, i started to fall in love with it.
My heart is already there, and i really wish i am now in Fed Square feeling the sexy exciting architecture.

There are some other interesting places in Melbourne i wish to visit.

Heard that there is a place with many light featured posts standing in rows, will light up when one passes by. (i just got the answer, Fed square!!)

And for sure Eureka Tower, Melb Musuem, Great Ocean Road, RMIT entrance, Docklands and.....what else huh?? There are really lots of places i had missed out last year...
Something else?? Food lo....Wanna taste them one by one....Shopping lo...And yea!! gonna see how struggling they are when they striving for finals!!

Well...I gonna have sex with those desired places in this hot summer so i don't have to visit Melb once again next year winter.

This gonna be my lonely trip...maybe i will be living in friend's house but then i can't really disturb them, i do the trip on my own.

The worst thing in my uni life

2009-08-03T21:45:00.002+10:00

I was so so stupid,
Being an architecture student must be sensitive to plans right?
But i wasn't. I wasn't focusing....
I was careless enough to let this happen....
Guess what??

I submitted the very first assignment this semester.
Shud be feeling proud and glad of my own work,
because i had done them using CAD,
because i had done them nicely in section for the first time,
because my digital drawings made me feel very "arkitek"
But...wth!
I inserted the wrong plan into my presentation panels!
Without knowing summore!
Damn days after the submission (yesterday night),
then only i realized the mistake!
OMG, I almost couldn't sleep yesterday night!
And i woke very early in the morning just to rush to school to see my lecturer...
Luckily he was there and i explained to him with a "pity black face"
But...he had finished marking them!
I was wanting to ask for replacement of that panel!
He said,"Keep it with you, I'd seen your stuff and i understand."
Well, it might not be a critical problem for this submission.
and he said again,"Don't worry, you'd done very well for this assignment."
Huh?? I wondering why? For such crappy work....
And i wondering his definition of "doing well", might be just a CR...
Who knows....

Well, at least he accepted my reason,
and summore cheered me with compliments on my work.
But i am still kinda pissed off....
What a shame putting the wrong plan!
That can never be happened again....
Can never be!
Can never be!
Can never be!

Can never be....

Supermarket!

2009-08-01T02:50:00.004+10:00

很喜欢这首歌和MV
想当你一个人的Supermarket，24小时都欢迎光临....

Untitled

2009-07-31T01:54:00.007+10:00

It has already been a week time, while i still don't know what to do next....
It is really hard to drop a decision inside my head, seriously hard...

He said just to follow my heart, but it seems fluctuating my emotions a lot badly....
Sometimes i tried to convince myself in a same way that other people been trying to convince me, but i still don't dare to make it clear....I even tried to leave the door opened, but it might not have the reason to be left opened any longer...

It is so unclear inside me now, it took me months to make the decision, i afraid it will take me another "months" to make the harder one....

People they do not know, their words hurting me :S
When they did it unknowingly, I could have gone mad but i didn't.
As i've been trying to be tough, been trying to smile at them like usual.

The life is mine, i steer my direction....
I should make it clear and do the decision very soon...
However it might take a long time, coz you never know how deep inside i'd brought myself....

It is not easy and i think i have been thinking too much....
It is better not to bother too much or care too much...

Hmm...but still there is one last thing that bothers me very much....
I wish to know if the thing is being liked or...
Well, it doesn't really matter, what done is done.
And i should be pleased and proud for what i have done in such way for the first time.

Well, there are many IFs in my mind, but the one that stands out...
If you couldn't forget, then the one should forget is me...

I thought i was strong...

2009-07-24T19:38:00.006+10:00

I thought.....
But i am not....
I can't believe that my heart and my eyes tear....

But still, i wish i could be strong....
I wish everything is ok...
But, shud i ........ ?

我心里想说的话....

2009-07-21T20:48:00.002+10:00

在这里...
闲人勿看...

Complication

2009-07-18T03:00:00.003+10:00

Why is the world being so complicated?
Why is every single soul being so complicated？
I cannot comprehend....
Yea, i do not comprehend....

Why do i have to compromise with one another?
While the one not being as good person...

Why do people love?
And why do people love being complicated?
I cannot comprehend...

I myself being complicated now....
I do not know what exactly is inside me....
I really start hating someone around me....
You might not know who is he/she...

I dont like people lay an "eye of hell" on me...
I dont like people lay a "word of hell" on me...
It doesnt feel comfortable at all....

Life is yet complicated...
Why do i care so much something i shouldn't care...
I am not blinded but there is something i have been seeking for...

Damn..it is late at night now....
I should have been in slumberland now...
But in fact, i am not....i don't want to sleep now...
There is something dragging me away from sleep....

Bye bye...

2009-07-03T13:08:00.007+10:00

Ohhh...just woke up and it is sunny day!
This must be a great day to hang out!
And yea! I am going out today, far far away to Sydney!
I am really excited now! haha...6 more hours i will be on board..

I am going to see the Harbour Bridge,
I am going to see the Sydney Opera House,
I am going to watch Transformers 2 at Sydney IMAX Theatre,
(and it has the largest screen in the world, 6 stories tall screen!)
--------------------------------------------
I am going to enjoy the beautiful nightscape of the city,
I am going to visit Canberra,
I am going to meet my high school friends later,
I am going to see Jason, Kat & Pico soon!!
YEa...i am going to "everything"!!

YEa, and now i am turning my speaker to the loudest...
I am going to rock 9 Parklands up with my noises...
Since! since there is no one at home now!

My bro, allen had gone to sydney earlier,
James and his wife had already moved out,
Housemates who're living downstairs all went out to roadtrip this morning,
all left me alone in d house, waiting for my flight to Sydney at night!
Wow..yea, i am homealone now...

I can do whatever i can!
I can play the music loud and sing as loud as i wish!
And...the most importantly... no one will ever care!

Ok...i got to pack now...
I still have something else important to do besides rocking my house now...
See ya...will be back on the 9th....

Pico i miss you~

2009-06-30T21:21:00.005+10:00

Found this video clip of little Pico playing with his toilet roll...
My god, damn miss this cute puppy~~
Pico was born to parents of a Maltese terrier mother and a Shih-Tzu father
He was then adopted by my previous housemates Katrisha and Jason...
This was taken at the living room downstairs of my current house...
Miss alot....Have been half a year without seeing him...
Wondering how big is he now huh?

He liked to barge into our rooms when he was here,
he was little but strong enough to push open my door,
just ran in and shit inside my room or toppled my waste bin...
Naughty enough huh!

It is kinda wierd that i love his smell,
and i used to stick my
head to his gold furry body...
Cute....

Well, i will not be missing him anymore,
because i will be seeing him very soon...
Pico!! Here i come!!
Next week in Sydney!

Do visit Pico & Co.
A little home business of some nice designer stuffs to be introduced,
designed and established by Jason and Kat.

杨宗纬-新不了情

2009-06-30T15:26:00.001+10:00

噢！这个太棒了！

林宥嘉--Last Order

2009-06-30T15:21:00.001+10:00

风格很特别~

周定纬-预感

2009-06-30T15:18:00.002+10:00

还不错...

林宥嘉-我愛的人

2009-06-30T15:00:00.000+10:00

......

林宥嘉-你是我的眼

2009-06-30T14:59:00.000+10:00

星光代表作~~

林宥嘉&黃大煒-你把我灌醉

2009-06-30T14:58:00.000+10:00

灌醉了...

杨宗纬-雨天

2009-06-30T14:42:00.007+10:00

真的有起鸡皮疙瘩...
还是星光一班好看

Winter Roadtrip to Low Head ~ Northeast Tasmania

2009-06-29T16:00:00.016+10:00

It was a week ago i went to this road trip.
That day i woke exceptionally early to send my friend to airport.
On the way back, the morning was great, the city was still quiet.
Foggy above the river, obscuring the view to the hill houses across the river.

I decided to follow on a road trip towards north-east planned by Wan Hoe,
when i noticed his msn mentioned about this after i reached home.

Tim was the driver all the way, only he owns the license.
Their car is cool with flame on its body, grabbed too much attention everywhere i reckon..

Stopped at George Town

Guess what's inside the crystal-clear water...?

Interesting terrace houses with well-blended colours

Mural painting~

Dinned at a Chinese Restaurant ^.^

Found a stele with the word "Malaya" inscribed on it

It took just a while to reach Low Head, the most Northern part of Tasmania.
Yea, it is Bass Strait that separates Tasmania from Melbourne...
The residences around are mainly for aged residents,
hardly see anyone around the seaside, a dead deserted place...

Kinda interested by the landscape with a striking light tower...

Here goes the Panorama view of the Low Head...
Not so panoramic actually....

EverEmo guy Goh Wan Hoe...

Well, the natural dark stoneworks are really cool...

Love to snapshot the waves......

No more le from my camera....
I forgot to charge my camera's battery...
Halfway ran flat...sigh...

Well, without roadtrips, this holiday could have been worse with boredom...
Since i had decided to cancelled the trip to Melbourne,
this is the only thing we can do in Tassie, other than sleeping...

Next post will be another road trip to Northwest Tasmania...
Stay Tune ah...

EverEmo guy me....
Perhaps life is really too boring recently...
Shouldn't frown anymore, or else will die early!

Nice piece of combined music....

2009-06-29T02:02:00.003+10:00

I saw my brother shared this on his blog...
And i think i should share this to my friend who loves music too..

原来做Loner也可以那么帅

2009-06-28T01:58:00.003+10:00

其实，做Loner也可以是开心的，
我行我素，不受任何约束。
但你不可以去想念任何人，
要不然你就不是Loner而是Lonely的人。

我可以什么都做，想画谁就画谁，
因为Loner不会去理会周遭的存活物怎么说。
我现在正过着自己的生活，为自己公干。
你叫我去，我爽我偏不去；
等我要去的时候，我偏不叫你去。

我不知道为什么，我就是这个样。
心情好就喜欢凑热闹，心情平平就喜欢一个人做事。

现在我提着笔素描，但是心里却是百分的忧郁。
我不知道我的每一笔每一划值多少，而你又知多少？
但这又是我的兴趣，我不应该问它值多少，我不应该质疑它的价值。
也说，我不应该质疑自己的用心...

我说我们一个像夏天一个像秋天，
你就是夏天晒红了我的脸，而我的心是个落叶的季节。
凋零了，也不见春天来。

我现在正好听着我爱的人，是好几年前朋友爱对我唱的歌。
我以后决不允许任何人再次对我唱这首歌，
除了陈小春和林宥嘉，还有金曲歌王黄嗣豪。

说道自己有什么吸引人的地方：
钢琴会一半，吉他弹一半
篮球会一半多，足球踢一半少
排球还不错，羽球天天错
描画肖像会很多，别人画我没有多
数理还不赖，文科变痴呆
废话一级棒，套话还满赞
学业还有半，人生没有伴
朋友多过伴，靠女却很烂
怎么办，什么都会一半！

我被伤过不少次，我也爱过很多次。
我假装无所谓，寂寞它却一直掉眼泪。
我除了擅长颓废，做什么亦都不对。

现在，我想提起铅笔用心素描绝对错不了。
你们都说，我迷路了？我应该要对自己更有信心。
可是，我缺乏动力，已足足半年我找不到动力了。
这半年内，我一直活在蒙胧胧的世界里，
充满着疑惑........
而现在我决定了，我要飞着出去！
无论成功与否，我都要展翅翱翔！

其实，做Loner是很可悲的事...哭~~

最近，我发觉很少人会在我的帖子留言了。
看来大家都不是很welcomed...
我想看谁会是第一个留言的...
希望不是你而是你...

累了，拜拜...

原来...

2009-06-27T13:21:00.002+10:00

原来
触电这首歌，
足以陪我入睡。

I'm afraid...

2009-06-25T14:23:00.005+10:00

I wish i could always help you here....
but it seems not right......
i'm afraid if u really do....

Today is rainy and cold...
It doesnt make the day great, neither do i...
I gonna have my subway soon, to fill my hunger...

I'm amazed!!

2009-06-24T21:26:00.000+10:00

A post by Wan Hoe

Read something on a discussion board
someone posted up 55 actual facts

( 1) Out of all the 5 major banks in Malaysia, only one bank is own by multi-racial, the rest are controlled by Malays.

(2) 99% of Petronas (the only one petroleum company) directors are Malays, and the former Prime Minister work as Consultant in Petronas.

(3) 3% of Petronas employees are Chinese.

(4) 99% of 2000 Petronas gasoline stations are owned by Malays.

(5) 100% all contractors working under Petronas projects must be "bumi's status" (Malay).

(6) 0% of non-Malays staffs are legally required in Malay's companies. But there must be 30% Malays staffs in Chinese companies and shareholder. Which this mean non-Malays own company needs to give their property to Malays. An d n on-Malays citizen can't really own their business.

(7) 5% of all new intake for government police, nurses, army, is non-Malays.

(8) 2% is the present Chinese staff in Royal Malaysian Air Force (RMAF), drop from 40% in 1960.

(9) 2% is the percentage of non-Malays government servants in Putrajaya ( Malaysia main government office). But Malays make up 98%.

(10) 7% is the percentage of Chinese government servants in the whole government (in 2004), drop from 30% in 1960. Only 2 position for non-Malays in political status.

(11) 95% of government contracts are given to Malays; even it is an open tender. Non-Malays contractors tender the lower price and use better materials can't get the contract that government given.

(12) 100% all business licenses are controlled by Malay government e.g . Taxi permits, Approved permits, etc. and all the license are given to government officer families.

(13) 80% of the Chinese rice millers in Kedah (north of peninsular Malaysia had to be sold to Malay and controlled by Bernas (Government Org.) since 1980s. Otherwise, life is make difficult for Chinese rice millers.

(14) 100 big companies set up, owned and managed by Chinese Malaysians were taken over by government, and later managed by Malays since 1970's e.g. UTC, UMBC, MISC, etc. This company now is the sole company.

(15) At least 10 Chinese owned bus companies (throughout Malaysia,throughout 40 years) had to be sold to MARA or other Malay transport companies due to rejection by Malay authority to Chinese application for bus routes and rejection for their application for new buses.

(16) 2 Chinese taxi drivers were barred from driving in Johor (South of Peninsular Malaysia ) Larkin bus station. There are about 30 taxi drivers and 3 are Chinese in October 2004. Spoiling taxi club properties was the reason given.

(17) 0 non-Malays are allowed to get shop lots in the new Muar (city in south peninsular Malaysia ) bus station (November 2004).

(18) 8000 billions ringgit is the total amount the government chan neled to Malays pockets through ASB, ASN, MARA, privatization of government agencies like Tabung Haji etc, through NEP over 34 years periods.

(19) 48 Chinese primary schools closed down since 1968 â¤" 2000

(20) 144 Tamil primary schools closed down since 1968 - 2000

(21) 2637 Malay primary schools built since 1968 - 2000

(22) 2.5% is government budget for Chinese primary schools. Tamil schools got only 1%, Malay schools got 96.5%

(23) While a Chinese parent with RM1000 salary (monthly) cannot get school-text-book-loan, and a Malay parent with RM2000 salary is eligible.

(24) 10 all public universities vice chan cellors are Malays. And politics in universities are held by Malays. If non-Malays want to form a politics parties, there is no way to get approved. (25) 5% - the government universities lecturers of non-Malay origins had been reduced from about 70% in 1965 to only 5% in 2004 with the reason Malaysia Education Ministry give full support for Malays only.

(26) Only 5% is given to non-Malays for government scholarships over 40 years.

(27) 0 Chinese or Indians were sent to Japan and Korea under "Look East Policy".

(28) 128 STPM (High Study / A Level) Chinese top students coul d n ot get into the course that they aspired i.e. Medicine and doctors (in 2004). Malays with not qualify result can get into the course.

(29) 10% place for non-bumi students for MARA science schools beginning from year 2003, but only 7% are filled. Before that it was 100% Malays.

(30) 50 cases whereby Chinese and Indian Malaysians, are beaten up in the National Service program since 2003.

(31) 25% is Malaysian Chinese population in 2004, drop from 45% since 1957 because government are not support non-Malays like government support Malays.

(32) 7% is the present Malaysian Indians population (2004), a drop from 12% since 1957.

(33) 2 millions Chinese Malaysians had emigrated to overseas since 40 years ago due to unfair politics.

(34) 0.5 million Indians Malaysians had emigrated to overseas.

(35) 3 millions Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became malaysian citizens with bumi's status.

(36) 600000 are the Chinese and Indians Malaysians with "red I/C" (a temporary identity card) and were rejected repeatedly when applying for citizenship for 40 years. Perhaps 60% of them had already passed away due to old age. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got their citizenships compare with the Chinese and Indians

(37) 5% - 15% discount for a Malay to buy a house, regardless whether the Malay is rich or poor

(38) 2% is what Chinese new villages get compare with 98% of what Malays villages got for rural development budget..

(39) 50 roa d n ames (at least) had been chan ge from Chinese names to other names.

(40) 1 Dewan Gan Boon Le ong (in Malacca) was altered to other name ( e.g.Dewan Serbaguna or sort) when it was being officially used for a few days. Government tries to shun Chinese names. This racism happened in around year 2000 or sort.

(41) 0 temples/churches were built for each housing estate. But every housing estate MUST got at least one mosque/surau built.

(42) 3000 mosques/surau were built in all housing estates throughout Malaysia since 1970 with full government support. No temples, no churches are built in housing estates that supported by government.

(43) 1 Catholic Church in Shah Alam took 20 years to apply to be constructed. But told by Malay authority that it must look like a factory and can't look like a church. Still not yet approved since 2004.

(44) 1 publishing of Bible in Iban language banned (in 2002)

(45) 0 of the government TV stations (RTM1, RTM2, and TV3) have directors of non-Malays origin.

(46) 30 government produced TV dramas and films always showed that the bad guys had Chinese face, and the good guys had Malay face. You can check it out since 1970s. Recent years, this tendency becomes less.

(47) 10 times, at least, Malays (especially Umno) had threatened to massacre the Chinese Malaysians using May 13 since 1969.

(48) 20 constituencies won by DAP woul d n ot get funds from the government to develop. Or these Chinese majority constituencies would be the last to be developed

(49) 100 constituencies (parliaments and states) had been racist re-delineated so Chinese voters were diluted that Chinese candidates, particularly DAP candidates lost in election since 1970s

(50) Only 3 out of 12 human rights items are ratified by Malaysia government since 1960

(51) 0 elimination of, all forms of racial discrimination (UN Human Rights)is not ratified by Malaysia government since 1960s

(52) 20 reported cases whereby Malay ambulance attendance treated Chinese patients inhumanely, and Malay government hospital staffs purposely delay attending to Chinese patients in 2003. Unreported cases may be 200

(53) 50 cases each year whereby Chinese, especially Chinese youths being beaten up by Malay youths in public places. We may check at police reports provided the police took the report, otherwise there will be no record

(54) 20 cases every year whereby Chinese drivers who accidentally knocked down Malays were seriously assaulted or killed by Malays

(55) 12% is what ASB/ASN (Malays Own banks) got per annum while banks fixed deposit is only about 3.5% per annum.

Shocking but true

And yet another post by a fellow Malaysian
I guess there can never be a Malaysia

==========================================================

Aizley Shahar (Washington, DC) wrote on June 14, 2009 at 5:31pm

well.. i need to channel their anger to the right group... actually the Chinkos in indonesia is the one to be blame of all the disparity and the economical gap between the pribumi's and the indon chinese...

you are 5% percent of the indonesian population... but u control 90% of the indonesian economy...

the real losers is the pribumi indonesian....

they should actually take back all the wealth from you indon chinese...

the riot in 1998 did not complete... you indonesian pribumi should take back what is truly yours....

WE MALAY Malaysian don't let our chinese Malaysian to do that to us...

we make sure they know who they are....

it is in chinese culture to take over everything...

Chinese or Chinko are like JEWS...

Hitler was right.... we all should do an ethnic clansing of all the JEWs in asia which is the Chinese...

===================================================

I'm amazed
A well educated Malay
Who claim to have graduated from a University in Washington DC
can say such words
Is this called well education?
Can there ever be such UNITY that Malaysia always boast of ?

I barely have comments
Just something to share.

无人的海岸

2009-06-24T01:39:00.002+10:00

前几天来到这里，
都是尖锐的石块，
几乎站不住，跌进水里。

遥望尽头，有吗？
一望无际，不知远处是何方。

我又再骗自己，其实我知道。
身在塔斯马尼亚的最北海岸线，对面就是看不到的墨尔本。

这地方叫做“头低”， Low Head，
很好笑的名字...呵呵呵，傻笑。

我不懂这篇帖是要表示什么，
只是想乱乱哈拉一下，
因为，日子过得实在太无聊了。
一幅可以三天内完成的肖像画，
我偏要用上整个假日，来消磨时间。

无人的海岸，无人的日子
无人的心房，无人的思念
无人的屁，无人的股
无人的你，无人的我

“无人来作伴”
这首歌好听！

呵呵
不好笑吗？
真没意思，拜！

Call it a day

2009-06-20T01:12:00.004+10:00

Yea, today is the greatest day i had in this holiday.

Though i had missed the morning again, i woke up at 1.38pm.
But then, i was called for basketball...
And the game was great, i had performed quite well.
We played foe 3.5 hours, syok? yes it is syok!

Then we had an hour rest and had a not really nice bath as the heated water no left.
We then went to footcourt to have dinner, Tom Yam mee is great!
Pardon me, there are 10 of us,
Me, my brother, Phua Lee & Kerlei, Ivan & Guoyi,
"Dave & Allen", Hong and her pretty gf...

After that...cinema time!!
While waiting for the admission time, we battled the arcade games....
Quite fun huh...and we also tried the toy doll catching machine,
were trying to get the simpson doll, but...
none of us had won that! Screw you stupid machine!

Yea, and then...woot! Terminator Salvation!
Nice piece of movie indeed!

The day wasn't end yet..We headed for an hour shop at K-mart...
Pity we...had no where else to shop except the jusco-like K-mart...

We never feel enough for the day!
As phua lee wanted to get his model from school,
we then decided to hang out in our archi school...
My goodness, holiday time but still back to this shitty school.
It was dark inside, we were like the only group of people in the building,
kinda fun ah!! Looked at people's work...hmmm.. thumbs up.

Well, thats enough, 1 am already, we should back to our home le...
yea...and now we just reached home...and feel hungry again...shit..
byebye.......

I just want to draw, like 3 years ago

2009-06-19T03:08:00.008+10:00

Yea, i said the days are true boring,
and i have taken a decision that is to draw...

Drawing is some good kind of thing to deal with,
and it is worth pouring your effort on it,
make it to the best, to the max perfect...

3 years ago, it spent
my sweat, my tears, and my emotion....

By now,
it is cold here, so no sweat
it is dry inside me, so no tears
I have lost the feel, so no emotion

See...what's the difference...

Just a rant...

2009-06-18T23:55:00.001+10:00

A situation like this, should never exist!

陪我看日出！

2009-06-16T22:41:00.003+10:00

好无聊的日子！
我还能做什么呢？

想弹钢琴练好一部曲子，但是缺乏毅力（懒惰）
想出外逛街，找谁呢？
想找人谈心事，找谁呢？
想找人往事，又找谁呢？

每天迟睡迟起，日夜颠倒，没意思！
吃了午餐，就天黑了，没意思！

明天一定要早起，出外淋雨散步也好，
总比呆在房里发愣好！

就是这样了...

2009-06-16T02:37:00.004+10:00

大家都把这碟菜吞食掉了...
里面几乎已是空的，只剩些许饭粒...
就只剩下这些残留着...
我真想把它清一清，给擦干净...
但只担忧着不舍的心情，会再一度讽刺我现在脆弱的心灵...
不是我受不了，是我不想受了...
我也不晓得我不想受的到底是些什么...
但我只想好好的，一个人静静的为自己当差...
我的心处在严冬季节，万物凋零，未曾开花...
生气勃勃的，确实令我赏心悦目...
但我摸索了好久，它还是冷冰冰的，不带给我丝毫的温柔...

我现在双眼放空，因为很累，该睡觉了...
但我还不肯跳入被窝里，因为我还在享受着...
悦耳的音乐舒坦着我的神经...
邻人赏心悦目的你打开了我的心房...

就此搁笔，拜拜...

2009-06-14T06:29:00.004+10:00

Just back from friend's house...
Had a little surprising birthday party for Jasper...
Then went to Wan Hoe's place played LAN games...

And...
Just
Back
Home!

It is so cold right now outside...
Why is the weather so unusual...
It is super cold compared with that of last year...
Global warming?
Perhaps....

The earth is changing and getting sicked...
Temperature dropped to the super min already in the early winter...
2 degree celcius outside there right now,
What will happen then after in mid-winter?

We don't know....
Got heater like no heater...
Perhaps hugging someone's body would be more effective??
Let's go find someone to hug....
but better dun hug someone who will slap you on your face...
Cause not everyone is hug-able...
Means not everyone wants your lovely hug...

2009-06-13T18:20:00.005+10:00

Sad case again....
No house cleaning?!!
I was rushing back home just now for that...
haiz...

Should be playing LAN games at Wan hoe's place...
Should be hanging out for dinner together perhaps?
Why should i rush back here
in the dark in the cold
on myself alone
then back
doing nothing...

Sad day again....

2009-06-13T13:47:00.003+10:00

I just missed two plans today...
nothing to do now....
3 walls and 1 wardrobe again...
Moonlight resonance again...

Nothing is fun...
No one fun chatting MSN also...
Facebook is a hell...
Blogspot is more a hell...

What else can i do...
Wait ah...wait what oh...
I don't want to wait for something that is not made to wait you
I don't want to wait for myself to suffer this anymore...

Wait is neither a positive nor negative prospect...
Wait is just an excuse...
We are all going along with fate...
But sometimes we are just "waiting" to shirk something you don't want..

Wait wait wait...and again wait wait wait...things will never end then...
End this as soon as possible i hope, and get my new life started...
This i will wait for...
and i will not shirk it...
A brand new life, who doesn't ever seek for it?

Life is just a damn thing and obeys the damn fate...
Yes, i am fated but it doesnt mean i have to suffer this ok!
I can see people grow happily outside there..
I can make people entertained outside there...
But what inside me then?
Joker?

You all never know...
What indside me...
Only my families know..

What you did i knew,
what i did you might know as well...
But, none of us has the right to kill each other...

Yea, it is a gloomy day again,
You said it is sunny and i nodded in agreement...
Yes, it is sunny in your heart so am i....

It is really gloomy and i can see no sky..
I said it is gloomy, and yea right it is really gloomy..
nothing to say huh...

Go away, i like to use this word recently,
Coz i like it...but does it hurt people?
Nop, it doesnt hurt at all...
Because this is my words....

(tb continue)

Boring...

2009-06-10T23:09:00.001+10:00

Boring shit...
Semester ended...
Holiday commences...
But no events, no activities
Wake up, watch TVB then sleep
What kind of life is this....
Where are the events we had last year...

Come on...do something...
Where are you i had last year....
no more le no more le..

No words....

2009-06-09T20:48:00.000+10:00

I am done!

2009-06-09T19:52:00.003+10:00

So this is the nightscape of one of the main streets in Launceston city,
a deserted and lonely street, specially for people like us, loners...
And yea, 4 of us Mr. Loners strolled along these night streets
while waiting for bus last week after the bloody submission.

Shit, so random, why mentioned about that?!!
Yea! I am done, done with nothing to do!
Exam was just over, have had a great long nap in the afternoon.
Nothing great after the test,
i'd got myself recieved a roar through the phone in the noon..
for no reason eh, just misunderstanding, coz i didn't know at all....

Sien...mood dropped to the dale in a second...
nothing great le sob sob.....
came back sleep le....
woke up then watched few episodes of TVB...
Then...bloggin now lo...
haven't bathed though...

Whatever la....
next plan, Melbourne trip + Tassie trip (friends coming over)
I haven't planned either yet...

i know i love you but i don't love you...haha...
what the hell is this suddenly pop out in my mind

Yea, Bento is always nice and lovable!

Presentation day

2009-06-04T20:19:00.010+10:00

Yea, this is me wearing black casual-formal coat,
with my grayish presentation panels beside.
Things are good and i am quite satisfied with my final work for this time.
I am not talented in photoshopping my panels,
but this time i've got praises from my peers and seniors.
Good job for myself!

Haha, CK was touching my panels...
"ahhhh, you panels are smooth and your banners are cool!"
Think too much le...

Ferocious eye!!
YEa..scare or not, how focus he was looking at our works,
and this is our group tutor, Michael...

We took our turn presenting our work to our tutor.
I was the last one to present in my group,
and it took so long to reach my turn!
Boring sitting there listening to others presenters.
Well, there are some good ones, nice works...
Fang Yow did his best throughout this semester,
and his progressive work won good comments from Michael.

Too bad i was abit too nervous during my session,
but at least i spilt out all the points i wanted to say.
My feedbacks were great!
"i don't really see any problem in your design"
What a pleasure hearing that from Michael!
Though at last he pointed out the only problem in my design,
was that i shouldn't have the car park right in front of the entrance...
Whatsoever!!
What done is done!

Yea, these are my panels....
A month time 31days non-stop..priceless effort!
Haha, lets see the others....
Jenabi and Jasper's
See Jenabi's round round face acting cute there...
miang face!!

Yea...this is Wan Hoe shooting CK's pro panel...
heheheheh....kekekeke

ok la...lazy to blog liao...next post coming soon...
i got to watch drama now...
House, Good, Moon, Round...
nice eh?

Ok la...bye bye....
This one my model....
spent me a whole night till the next morning to do this.
And now it is with my lecturer....hope that she wont spoil it accidently.

Tsunami-ed room

2009-06-04T03:07:00.003+10:00

It has been so long..that i just left all the un-washed clothes over the weeks,
heaping on the black round cushion like no more tomorrow...
Tracing papers and books all scatterd around on the floor,
Bottles, soft drink cans, pens and pencils hide somewhere in the dark corners.

Hmm..It was so messy that i always fail to find my little artline in the chaos.
Too bad, i always spent unneccessary time on finding them!
You know, people like us doing architecture,
every single second is so important for us to draw a line on our plan.
So....do not simply toss your thing no matter how busy you are!

Today d last submission was over, eveything is done!
It was so tiring to rush a final in a day time!
Though it is not the main subject the deal with, but still BTD is important.
Started from 4 afternoon yesterday till today 11 morning,
non-stop
no dinner
no supper
no breakfast
to no lunch

Zombie life! so hasty!
Worst thing is, i didn't manage to finish my assignment on time!
So stress man.....but i just submitted them, and don't give any damn anymore!

YEa! everything is over!
glided my step and shuffled towards my bed
and ....sleepppppppp....

At night i finally manage to clean and tidy up my room!
Tada!! at least better than before ba...

See, things are beter now,
heap of clothes disappeared!!
And i have a bed of rose to lie on later!

Ok...end here, next post i would be writing something about my presentation!
Do STAY TUNE....!

Good morning!! - 5.25 AM

2009-05-26T05:25:00.004+10:00

Good morning!!
Yea, it is 5.25 AM now...
And i am still doing my assignment...
Ha...Yea, i have totally no time to sleep,
and i am ready to burn midnight oil everyday,
to strive for this very last final of this semester.

Yea, everyday...
and I will be seeing both sunsets and sunrises throughout the week,
sleeping hours might not be more than 21 hours a week / 3 hours a day,
meals will likely be junky instant noodle or fast food...
Sigh....too bad, too unhealthy lifestyle we are on now.
This is a trend of us archi students,
and i belive my peers are now suffering this as well, or soon...

And yea, good morning, i have got to get back stressing assignment now.
See Yea!

The picture above is my half-way done 3D modelling of my housing design.
Well, doesnt look as nice as what i always been expecting for my ownself.

Call it a day?

2009-05-24T20:35:00.004+10:00

Introduction!
Yea, Little Nyonya
It is a very successful singaporean drama,
and is about Baba and Nyonya culture.
It is nice and worth watching "non-stop"
We Malaysian should know more about our this special culture,
So, go have a watch!
Get from me if you don't have the drama...haha

Back to topic:

My god!....know what?
Today is sunday and yea i know it suppose to be a day free to relax...
But...you don't want to do it,
because you do know there are only 8 more days to final submission,
don't you?

Today i woke up at 10.30am, and was then sort of dreaming in front of com..
Then i went out to buy my lunch at the "fish n chip" shop...
And after lunch i just "kicked off" with my 4-hours non stop drama-ing!
My goodness, "Little Nyonya" seriously gets me addicted to it these few days,
i just cant stop clicking on next episodes,
never stop till i realized the sun'd already disappeared outside my room window!
Aiks....and somemore i slept after drama-ing...
Now cooking dinner and it is already 8:45pm,
and after dinner it would be 10pm...
then only i start rushing my assignment?
My goodness, 8 more days to final and how can i be so relax?!

Damn emo now....i don't even have a good progress today as the final approaching,
This is not me, people said that i am stress guy...
but...look at me now, totally drama-ing the whole day...
Not me not me...Syh How, pls come back....
I need your stress to start my assignment eh...

Ciao....cook dinner now...
My "Nyonya" fried rice..!

It's been a while....

2009-05-24T12:13:00.002+10:00

Yea....it has been a while.....
And i hope it continues....

What is it actually huh? nothing to do with anything or anyone.....is all to my ownself ^.^

Muar River Pavilion

2009-05-22T12:58:00.005+10:00

Yea, instead stressing on my DS final project,
i tried something cool with ArchiCAD,
and this was the first time i playing with the lamp setting.

Yea, in 10 minutes time i'd come out with this model,
haha, spontaneausly......just simply folding around with planes..

I love this "pavilion", and i name it Muar River Pavilion,
because i hope to build this at the riverside of my loveliest hometown
Kampung Panchor

Could be a fishing pavilion? or a docking wharf?
It is just rough one and anything it could be...

Huh....relief for just a while....

2009-05-21T21:04:00.004+10:00

Yea, as Fang Yow said, this is seriously an ArchiTORTURE week..
We had 3 submission due in a week, from Monday, Tuesday then Thursday...
And they weigh 30%, 35%, 45% for each subject respectively...

Oh, what a massive week that you can't really imagine how sick was it dealing with all these assignments....you ever want do get rid of this, don't you? I had just handed up my last assignment of this week and it is a relief right now! I started off my prison break from Season 4 episode 17 this afternoon till the end....and the ending was happy but somehow....personally undesired....Great drama i suppose and i really recommend this to all my peers!! Prison Berak!!......Oooppss...typo, shud be Prison Break...

Hmm...too bad, another few more hours i could take to relax myself. I need to start all over again by tomorrow, it is for the Design Final, and i've got 10 days only....abit panic right now writing about that, coz i don't really have substantial design on my exterior yet....so...friends, i need your(s) supports.....just another 10 more days, i will be set free. We still have visual test and the final BTD proejct after thsi final though, but for me officially free right after the design final.....anyway..bless me please, whatever religion you are, Allah, Buddha or Jesus, just give me power pls!

Lay it down easy....Lay it for me.....~~

我是个怎样的人? What kind of person am i?

2009-05-15T21:10:00.003+10:00

快20岁了...
这十几年来，朋友是如何对待我，我很清楚。
但是，我还不清楚我在大家心目中是个怎样的人...
糟糕，善良，或是怪个性？
我不知道，有谁可以诚实的告诉我吗？

I am turning 20 soon at the end of this year.
Well, for so long， i know how did my friends really treat me.
But now, i am more eager to know what kind of person am i in your impressions...
terrible, kind, or a weirdo?
I really don't know, can anyone tell me honestly? really keen to know...

P/s: i know there are many bad sides of me in your thought right now.....just be honest, tell me pls....

1 more month....~~

2009-05-15T20:22:00.002+10:00

Yea, 1 month left, and we will be set free.....
This will be a tough and rushing month....
Architecture is a lonely course...
It is all staying alone facing the harsh assignment task..
in a dark room with merely a desklamp shines on the keyboard....

Yea, i must work hard for the last month strive
and i hope no more emotionally attached...
It is time consuming.....

Goodluck myself and peers....^.^

Bad Guy Mission

2009-05-14T20:08:00.003+10:00

Yea...first of all...i announce here that i wanna transform myself into a bad guy..

1st thing to do.....dye my hair??
2nd thing to do.....get a necklace and wear it always...
3rd thing to do .....get some cool attires and jeans...
4th thing to do.....behave more a straight forward person
5th thing to do.....piercing? i promise myself to pierce on my ear on my 21st...

Starting from next week...i will start dying my hair...mayb juz temporary highlight la..
But all after the winter break....you will see a different person...perhaps? hopefully...

bye...

眼前有很多事情，其实我都不知道

2009-05-11T16:59:00.001+10:00

却慢慢看出来了...

cak.....

2009-05-10T18:49:00.003+10:00

cak!!!
Sien lo.....starting from now, this second,
My life will be tossed around like no more sunrise no more sunset
no more moonlight and no more daylight
by cak assignments and cak finals lo...

And it is like no time to rest at all.....
No time to play, no time to enjoy,
and no time to bother something else which i mind very much now....

cak lo....cak...what is cak huh?

Chaow ah kua la...!!

是非题

2009-05-07T17:34:00.004+10:00

范玮琪 - 是非题

每段故事都有一篇剧情

每段爱情都像动人旋律

一颗真心却只向着你前进

也许爱越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景

在你眼里我是什么关系

你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里

何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个言语　那一句我爱你

永远像少了勇气

别人都说

我和你之间的关系

没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题

那一些是非题

总让人伤透脑筋

我会期待

爱情盛开那一个黎明

一定会有美丽的爱情

你是窗外另外一片风景

在你眼里我是什么关系

你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里

何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个言语

那一句我爱你

永远像少了勇气

别人都说

我和你之间的关系

没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题

那一些是非题

总让人伤透脑筋

我会期待

爱情盛开那一个黎明

一定会有美丽的爱情

我们从不开口那个言语

那一句我爱你

永远像少了勇气

别人都说

我和你之间的关系

没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题

那一些是非题

总让人伤透脑筋

我会期待

爱情盛开那一个黎明

一定会有美丽的爱情

暗中有话

2009-05-06T09:45:00.004+10:00

这是一个奇妙的故事
甲不熟悉丙，丙不喜欢甲...
而乙喜欢甲，丙也很重要...能选吗？
乙正在抉择，但是感觉并不好....十个有八个支持他，但十个有两个关心他...
甲是乙的，或者不是乙的，乙不知道...
乙无法做出选择，只能跟着感觉走...
可是每天早晨醒来的时候感觉都很不一样...有时充满希望，有时却...
心很乱，是不是该往前走呢？还是留守原地？
有时候感觉真好，感觉要乙勇往直前，去改变甲...
有时候感觉真好，感觉要留守原地，做回乙自己本身拥有着快乐...

乙真的不知道，真的不知道....
情势有差异了，让乙有更多的不详感觉...
十个里面，八个要乙往前走，却只有两个关心乙...
对，大家都支持乙，但是不知道乙更需要什么，因为大家不知道乙的缺点是什么...
甲的改变对乙的缺点会有帮助，丙什么都不用改，对乙的缺点有所帮助....

乙该怎么办呢？感觉甜又酸...
一朵花...是乙的答案...

心很乱....

2009-05-03T18:12:00.000+10:00

不知道最近在发什么呆...
爱胡思乱想，想些不该想的东西，不想些该想的东西...
生活好像走一步算一步，唯一让我有动力前进的就是我的家人...
好像回去见见他们...

Days' been so freaking hectic and dreadful

2009-04-29T20:22:00.011+10:00

Just submitted yesterday and presented today.
Everything's been so not good...
for me and for everyone.

Well, seriously i'd been through the ghastly period throughout the week of the rush.
It was a terrible week i ever had,
things were going so badly.

WTF
It is so fcuking cold every night,
but we had to stay in cold and rush for something risking our health.
Lets say in 9 recent meals,
i had 5 of them eating maggie soup or goreng,
i had 3 of them eating fast foods,
and merely had one decent meal...
Jnb said," Instant noodle is created to cater those archi students"
make sense...

Question, how many sunrises we had seen in a week?
Many many and many.....
I didn't actually have enough sleep seriously,
3 hours a day, not enough!!
It was tiring till was like,
after finished drawing a plan,
i was forced to take a short 30 minutes nap,
to recover my tiredness....
or else i couldn't really bear with it...

Jnb said," Every house needs an architect to keep an eye on the house at night, coz they are not going to sleep once they start struggling for design"
make sense again...

Oh my god, i had my friend Jasper who always sleeps early slept at 3am int the past few days, and had my friend Wan Hoe who didn't sleep for 48 hours...Me myself, didn't sleep for 32 hours, sounds abit better than Wan Hoe but still my new record...

Interesting stuffs happened on MSN during this hectic period
and it is funny to show you guys how stressed we were...or soon will be again...
Check out these people's nicknames....

adapted from Jasper's blog, Jasleo

from God to Mee Goreng to being emo..

[c=7][b]Arco Baleno[/b][/c] ............hmmm, begging God....– Questioning myself, should I continue architecture? Thinking too much making me stress only!!

WanTan - living zombie / i need 20 diagrams but i cant draw to save my life

: : : JnB : : : 神啊。。救救我啊。。。i think mee goreng is created to cater.. archi student huh

[diaspro]™ / *LifeIsGood. - OMFGdamassignment. ARGH. / I am marrying Adobe.. {feeling like a big baby!}

Reef – Stressed

掆Acedia掆 thinks there's something really wrong about him...- Finally back home (from school? so late?)

Well, our shout-outs actually, too stressed we were...
And this is so -called architecture...
Not enough sleep, lack of decent meals....for what?
Just for a small assignment that weighs only 20% ?!!

WTF and WTH!!
We know it is just 20% but we are not like someone else...
We asians ourselves had our obligation to make it more than perfect,
we never treat this as assignment but our design...

But we had just a short week to pick up full gear,
and to do our very best...
Too bad time isn't enough to bring out what we want,
and everyone struggled, everyone stressed...

Yes i did, and the worst one i guess.
Close friend will know what is my weakness...
I wouldnt want to mention here...
Just say that this assignment really drove me crazy,
and into melancholy and depression...
I always think too much, worry too much...
I think something much further than i'd been required to do...
We don't need to worry about construction yet though,
but i was emo there worrying about the possibility of my funky design to be built,
and got panic unnecessarily....

Whenever i asked questions about something i was worrying,
people will normally answer:
"Siao, no one do so detail also"
"haiyor, i never thought of that also"

See how stressed am i?
And this was the first time i couldn't finish my work on time,
even the day after submission i still had my panel being pinned up before pr.
Who ask i so kuku go do cray angled planning, even with different levels of platforms,
and you know how hard is it to constuction the elevations and sections?
Without aided by 3D, is all about imagination!!
I spent 4 hours on drawing the section using AutoCAD!!
Not just drafting but doing it while figuring the actual consturction...

So many friends are depressed after today's presentation...
None of us had all good comments but all bad critics...
Well, they should give more critics so that we know what to improve for next.
But someone didn't really give a fair critics to my friends...
I feel sad for that...

Aiks..i had once questioned myself...
since i am the person who easily gets panic when stressed...
It's like panic till feeling like hugging someone and cry...
I know "being stressed" is really normal for every archi student,
but my situation is abit too over-panic and over-stressed...
I think it is no longer a positive thing to face with,
it is really negative and had mentally ruined myself!
If you were me, you will question urself wether you should continue architecture or not,
coz it is ruining your lives if you couldn't able to manage ur feeling well, don't you?

Well, i will ponder and take the best decision on my studies...
I say i had a great passion in architecture and ambitious,
but doing this will defintely shorten my life, killing my health and losing myself,
as i am not that kind of person who is capable in field filled with torrents of stress....

I will do my decision soon....

Well, i am so damn shitty tired now...
Haven't had enough sleep yet,
and having super headache now
Want to flirt also no energy le..
Such a messy post here today...sorry for that

While ending this messy post,
Come and see my lousy panels....
I have no time to design my panels at all for this time,
and just leave it as simple and "white" as possible...

Going to sleep soon....tired...
Goodnight!!

Hope that i wont lose you like how i lost her...

牛仔要忙了！

2009-04-19T11:53:00.007+10:00

Today is the last day of the break...
Feeling so heavy and down, holiday is ending soon...

For your information,
i haven't touched any single bit of my assignment during the break.
It is all to my laziness, i shouldn't be this lazy right?
Should i? Since i had been so engaged in studies before the break...

Hectic life will be starting all over again soon,
while the damn thing i hate the most is my drowsiness.

Dropped deep into the dale,
and i could just see a little bit of the sky light,
perhaps it is no sky out there,
perhaps it is you holding the torch...

I hope to see soon who is shining at me,
with smiles and confidence you will fill my hope.

I want to keep climbing up,
but i need a rope to boost me up;
Perhaps it is your hand to bring me up,
to the new world where i am meant to be there...

Where art thou? My motivation...

MSA 2009 Easter Trip de Day 3

2009-04-17T18:59:00.014+10:00

Had another great sleep after the camp fire + heart-talk with friends

After breakfast, we started to proceed to Freycinet Peninsula.

By the way, we stopped at a nice spot, a very archaic spiky bridge,
with a tunnel beneath the bridge.....
Quite a nice place to take picture, and we took alot but most of them not here.
In Facebook!!

Next straight down to Freycinet Peninsula!
A place where all the bays around are super duper scenic and extraordinary!
Wineglass bay, one of the world-wonders !
And we are heading for that wineglassy bay!
Though i'd been there last year, but it is worthwhile going again!

Well, found an antique red car with a reflective tyer cover at the back side,
parking beside our van right in front of the Freycinet National Park Information Centre.
Wahaha, temptation arouse forcing us to take photo through the reflection!

See! It was fun right?!
We actaully continued to do this until the owner came...haha!

CK always like to act cool la....
Many people said both of us do look alike eh?

Ivan with two big biscuits..

Well, we were separated into two groups.
First group to Wineglass Bay, 1.5 hours hike;
Second group to Mount Emosk, > 3 hours hike!!
I took the first group, teman Jasper and Jenabi lo....

Well, halfway we took some group photos.
Everyone was enjoying the taxing hike.

Reach the lookout of Wineglass bay,
too bad the weather wasn't the best at that time, no sunshine at all
Too bad....

See this super hyper-active Ariff,
doing Shaolin Kungfu on the rocks

Well, Ruh was so moody like the cloudy sky...
but, finally smiled at last~

In the 1.5 hours of hiking, the wind was so strong and can blow us off!
Was so cold and suffocating, but worth exhausted to get to the wonderful bay
Wineglass Bay!! Here you are!!

Well, i didn't get any nicer pic of Wineglass bay for this time

And the water was Fxxxking cold!!
The sand was like freezing!
The wind was strong until can die 100 times!

Well, here we have some nice photos of some nice people like me at the last photo!

Mind these series of photos, Jake and CK
They were like negotiating or trading or quarelling,
with legs immeresed in the freezing cold water,
letting the wave to strike them.

And they were close to fight...
but suddenly...
holding each other's hand!
So gay and so funny! even Ruh was totally amused!

We had to get back to the spot where we started our hike by 5.30.
So we gathered at 3.30 and proceeded another 1.5 hours hike.
Super exhausting and cold....!

Sun is setting early before 6, too bad i couldn't get to see the sunset view at Honeymoon Bay...

Well, I have spent the whole day time from the morning to night,
on writting these 3 super lengthy posts.
Long long posts but it is worth to be long!
Thanks to MSA for giving such a nice trip again this year!
I hope there will be more fun activities held by MSA.
Glad to join this trip, and glad to contribute to MSA, as a committee memebr!!

Here i had an interesting photo to share!
It looks like a sick little girl trying to touch the Wallaby,
but the Wallaby scared of her sickness...
Haha, i found this picture adorable enough...

Most of my individual photos aren't here but in others' cameras
Pls refer to my facebook if you really really wish to see them

MSA 2009 Easter Trip de Day 2

2009-04-17T13:59:00.014+10:00

The backpackers was good enough for me...
I had a great sleep that day night,
after having heart-talk with Allen and Belinda.

The next morning we went to nearby beach to have fun.
It was Blowhole at Bicheno

Well, the worst thing happened was...
I missed the sunrise, i supposed to go with Richard they all,
super early in the morning.
But i was in another seperated dome,
no phone signal no contact, no buddies in my dome wishing to go also!
>.<

The blowhole is really blowing out sea water eh...
So unlcukily i was the only one who got squirted by the water-blow,
and it was like 5 seconds raining...
Ishh.....!

Moment for Titanic....!

While there are emo guys again...
One was real emo while another one was just acting cool!

The huge lego man with left palm bandaged, Richard Chung!!

Next we headed to Swansea had BBQ lunch and have fun taking photo!
I have been to this beach before actually, and it was last year trip.
We had BBQ here last year too....

This two left-handed monster, not only walking together..
but....see their slippers! How well they had shared them!

Thanks to you guys for the BBQ preparation...

While i headed for a roam around the seaside after helping them...

Grabbing nice shots again....

See Jasper's hamsap face when using super zoom-able DSLR,
zooming jenabi's xxxxxx....i guess so...

Our backpackers that day night was located far away from civilization,
totally isolated from the outside world, no phone signal, insufficient lighting.
Walking in the dark and cold wasn't a good one to experience...

First time again having game like Flying Fox set up right in front of the hostels.
We were required to climb across the rope to reach the station.
No safeguard at all, we were on our own danger...
Lots of people are waiting to play, when reached my turn, night time fell..sobsob T.T

Toilet was so eco-friendly, using composting toilet!
Not flushing at all, all the excretement down straight away to the bottom,
composted into the ground.....kinda smelly eh!
Imagine that you lit a torch into the bowl, u can actually get some nice shapes of shit!
Untreated water for bath....god damn...!

We lived in a 3 person bunk room.
Quite cosy and clean but lots of mosquitoes...
Living deep inside the wood, you have to bear with it.

At night we had camp fire, using unoriginal voice to introduce ourselves.
I used Michael Scolfied's lovely sexy voice to introduce myself!!
Haha....then we had a big game later in the canteen, till midnight...
while some people went emo....

To intoduce again, this small little cuty,
never disappear from our camera shots till his parents force him to leave!
He was trying to pose as nicely as possible to get our snap!
Very cute...!

Most of my individual photos aren't here but in others' cameras
Pls refer to my facebook if you really really wish to see them

MSA 2009 Easter Trip de Day 1

2009-04-17T11:03:00.017+10:00

Yea, same as last year we were on easter vacation by vans!
It was really fun cramping ourselves inside the small van,
and having fun closely to all my friends... ^.^

My van-mates, we have:
Dave(driver), Richard, My brother, Allen,
Ruh, Belinda, Jeslynn, Carmen,
Tamerlane, CKweng & Suzanne

First stop somewhere nearby Scottsdale,
overcasting sky, wasn't the best time for photographing
>.<"

But we still....
Opened the lens cover and snap snap snap,
not the background but ourselves!
Haha...^.^

Next stop was at Scottsdale Eco-Centre.
As you can see from the picture, this building is architecturally well-known.
It is the most ESD rated building in Tasmania!
Glad to have a visit to this structure!
(Stop talking bout architecture pls!!)

We Archi students planned to take a group photo with this structure!

Well, we failed to make our visit to St. Columba Falls due to some timing reason.
Anyway, we reached St. Helen by noon.
Roaming around, had lunch, had photograph

These are some "senget" photography..

Two lefty-handed monster!
Our MSA president Hong and my housemate Phua Lee

Seaside is always nice a nice place to clicking on the camera shutter.
Lens are always senstivie to many interesting scene of the happenings around,

Like this one...the daddy was fun playing with his son..
Fun right?

Not always a western piece of picture
We'd got our Kota Raya here in St. Helen!!
"Mari mari, bus ke kepong dua stengah..dua stengah!"

Next visit was to Sand Dune...
Watz so special?
I don't know...
It is a very vast sandy land,
does look like a desert but is beside the sea.

I didnt get to the sea, just running around playing with the sand,
and spilt our madness on the spot!

See Johny playing with the sand, so high!!
Like never touch the smooth sand before!

Two Bollywood actors had been discovered!!

On contrary, Wan Hoe looked so emo on the spot...
Don't emo la Wan Hoe...must be thinking of someone..
HAha

Next we popped at one of the best bays in the world!
Bay of Fires!
It is a bay of fiery reddish rocks, very special till can die...

We started climbing up and down over the rocks,
finding the best spot to snap the view and people.

The water is really crystal clear...
In places like Tasmania you will never find second Strait of Malacca!

Found two monks in the great nature...
one is in the sea
one is in the cave...
Which do u prefer?

Climbed up to the highest spot of the huge rocks...
Legs were scratched but the twigs and skin was torn brushing with the stone..

Down to a small pond...
And why must a photographer pose funnily always when taking photo?
Haha, of coz it is a natural reaction inside them..
You will know it once you get to know JASPER!!

And to introduce everyone, the super photogenic but "zhi lian" girl in Launnie.
-_-“$”..............

Most of my individual photos aren't here but in others' cameras
Pls refer to my facebook if you really really wish to see them

I'm back from an A-W-E-S-O-M-E trip!!

2009-04-16T13:55:00.004+10:00

Stay tune...to be updated soon
MSA Easter Trip 2009

烦不烦啊？！！

2009-04-09T19:10:00.007+10:00

为什么？！
为什么Easter break了大家都能出去兜兜风，散散步，打电动...
而我，只能在窝在家里赶功课 T.T

都怪我选了那个笨蛋Elective

- 今天，明天，后天及星期日，短短的四天内我必须把作业赶完！40分的作业耶！
而且这四天内我“一个人”又必须负责帮MSA买MSA Easter Trip吃的食料...
- 星期一，星期二及星期三，没办法碰作业啊！因为那三天正好是MSA Trip，身为执委的我，不可能不去啊！更何况这是个难得的旅游，有那么多朋友去，我也非去不可啊！
- 星期四，更不又说了，开学了，早上九点必须把作业准时交上！

就这样，Easter break没了！短短一个礼拜的假日，大部分的时间都花在做作业上，连和朋友放屁耍浪漫的时间都没有！Easter break结束后的第一天交了作业之后，也不见得有时间和朋友散散步舒坦自己啊！结下来还得赶Design project！而且大家本应该从那一个礼拜的假日里抽出一部分的时间去碰DS，可是我的这些时间都被那个笨蛋Elective给抢走了，更本抽不出时间碰DS！

不只是没能向大家（没拿那个笨蛋Elective的朋友）那样能够享受这一段假日，而且假日后，我还会比他们更忙，因为他们有时间在这天内碰DS，而我没有！！意味着什么？我更本就没有什么Break，将会一直忙到六月初！

End of hurricane!!

2009-04-06T14:36:00.004+10:00

Tengok!! how messy is my room aftermath!
I wouldn't want to tidy it up now,
i'd rather take a nice nap
than putting myself on the "stress" chair again~~

Well, hurricane of submissions in a short two weeks time
had just over!! I am free man now!!
^.^

But wait a moment.....
nop...i still have a presentation tml
but it isn't a stressing stuff to deal with ^_^

Well, what i have to do now is
take a nap
have a nice bath
have a decent dinner later
(had not been having decent meals in the past few days)

Then, start all over again on the "stress" chair,
and prepare for tml's presentation...

This is how my room exactly looks like at night time
super rom and hypnotizing, isnt it?

Hypnotized by Justin just now,
and i got to sleep now!!
+_+
tata!!

Facebook-aholic

2009-03-30T18:25:00.005+11:00

I have been notified with at least 2 pages of facebook mail continuosly
So damn.....kuku!!! (Ruh asking wat is kuku...hahah!)

-_-

My god...
Can someone force me to stop facebook-ing?
In this submission period, i spent time on facebook more than on my work...
I hate myself and i should stop myself from facebook-ing ad
The stupid facebook is a glamourous world,
that draws me inside and gets me addicted with it!!

Should start doing what i should do now....prepare for something k!!

Grandma said," Everything's gone...gone"

2009-03-30T18:10:00.004+11:00

Post Adapted from My Sister's blog

What a day
Yesterday Saturday early in morning
me and my parents went back to hometown
Once i reach the destination
The way i felt wasn't the same as it was before
I saw my hometown, as my heart pains
I feel the pain because it was one nice piece of work by my grandfather
It was our home, our childhood, our memories
It was our place for family gatherings
But then, it's all gone.

Many relatives and friends visitted my grandparents
Every time when there's some one who came to visit
My granndmother will recall the incident and her tear drops
I never see her that sad, as she has always be a strong woman.
As my aunt told me that during the incident happen
My grandmother cried and said "Gone, everything's gone"

Looking at the burnt down house, but I can't do anything.
All because of the stupid malay woman beside
Because of their mistake, it cause us a big damage

That stupid malay fellow
Idiot also knows how much her properties cost
She say she lost Rm20,000.....
I say, her properties only cost not more than Rm2500
But then when organizations came to make donation
whatever amount we get, she gets it too
All villagers feel so unfair
And the main problem is She is running away from the truth
She knows the fire started from their house
But until now, still, we all still yet to receive an appology from her side
Wtf......

Aih..Sigh...
What to do now
Not only me, even my brothers and mum and other relatives would hope the house to be rebuild the same way it is

But currently
It is nothing but only our memories left!

~~rainism~~

3rd year semester 1 Final Presentation

妈妈，献给您...

De Flower part 2

De Flower part 1

De People

Bored...

割爱

Is helping....

Colours...

Caged....

Flying high....

Architectonic days are over!!

Hardest part's done.....

Comes in couple....

Missing......

Blooming season

Restart restart restarT

Blue is back....

Sunset in Sydney....

Architectonic is an expression of architect's emotion...

Life's back!

Those were the days....

Sorry have to remove some posts

Architortur-ed monkeys!

Not shopping spree

Cradle Mountain

Chaos

Am planning....

The worst thing in my uni life

Supermarket!

Untitled

I thought i was strong...

我心里想说的话....

Complication

Bye bye...

Pico i miss you~

杨宗纬-新不了情

林宥嘉--Last Order

周定纬-预感

林宥嘉-我愛的人

林宥嘉-你是我的眼

林宥嘉&黃大煒-你把我灌醉

杨宗纬-雨天

Winter Roadtrip to Low Head ~ Northeast Tasmania

Nice piece of combined music....

原来做Loner也可以那么帅

原来...

I'm afraid...

I'm amazed!!

无人的海岸

Call it a day

I just want to draw, like 3 years ago

Just a rant...

陪我看日出！

就是这样了...

Sad day again....

Boring...

No words....

I am done!

Presentation day

Tsunami-ed room

Good morning!! - 5.25 AM

Call it a day?

It's been a while....

Muar River Pavilion

Huh....relief for just a while....

我是个怎样的人? What kind of person am i?

1 more month....~~

Bad Guy Mission

眼前有很多事情，其实我都不知道

cak.....

是非题

暗中有话

心很乱....

Days' been so freaking hectic and dreadful

牛仔要忙了！

MSA 2009 Easter Trip de Day 3

MSA 2009 Easter Trip de Day 2

MSA 2009 Easter Trip de Day 1

rainism