割爱

总是听你说

他有一双爱笑的眼睛

和一颗温暖的心

你为她深深吸引

我看在眼里

你的爱不用说也能猜

我只是没说出来

我对你还是难以释怀

你的爱像火加速蔓延

他在你的心中没人能代替

你说没有方法说服自己

轻易的割爱

你的爱像火加速蔓延

却不能燃烧我和你之间

唯一的选择

是让步悄悄的割爱

Is helping....

My brother's master degree final project

Baba and Nyonya Cultural Center at Malacca

Site Model 1:750

1:750 scale?!!

It's so tiny small lo....

done not even one-sixth of the site model...

and this is just one of the 3 wings of the building...

OMG! Give me some ohm pls,

for the final race! Haha...

Colours...

Suddenly feeling so bored with the blacks and whites in my blog...

Come come injected with some colours...^.^

Tulip Farm, Wynyard, Tasmania 2009

10/10/2009

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Night fest. fireworks

to be updated soon...

stay tune!!

Caged....

ever feel helpless?

i bet you always do.

Things have always been tangible,

you just have to left-one-eye-closed,

trying not to see or touch the truth,

then you are free from caged.

I mean,

we ourselves are the trappers of own feelings,

that bring us down with tons of emotions.

Disheartened, tangled....

when it hits you so painfully,

you started to believe the world is never fair,

don't you?

Just...be arrogant...

i said....

Flying high....

Though this semester hasn't yet ended,

one more week to go to be exact,

but i am already flying high!

I myself feeling utter satisfactory with my studies so far,

results are good and comments are fine.

everything's is going well and better this semester,

not much disappointment....glad ^.^

I don't aim high, i just aim for improvement.

So to those who always saying me KS or what,

pls shut your mouth and mind your words.

I don't want a better me than you, but a better me than the "old" me.

And something more,

If you don't know me well or much, not knowing my past,

pls don't ever prejudge me and for what i have done.

Well, everything's good and smooth this semester compared with last semester.

the only thing that gets ruined and worse is whats between us before and now...

which i still missing much...

Mommy HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Daddy HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

daddy's was last week and i had totally forgotten!!

Omg....rushing and stressing my final till i lost awareness of time and date!

what a shame, son!!

Architectonic days are over!!

OMG, can't believe that on the day 19th Ocotber,

We have submitted our major finals!

Though we still having one more submission and a test,

we are feeling so relieved now!

However, this is our 4th time submitting finals...

For the first and second times we felt so excited after submission,

while now me and Mr.J don't actually feel anything...>.<

get used to the stresses ad huh?

That is my final panel....

same project progressing from the starting of the semester.

Did well? okok lo...so far so good, most importantly 've done everything i expected

Here goes my 2nd assignment (few posts ago) of this Library extension project,

I feel satisfaction inside me, as i have progressed it well as for myself ^.^

Well, presenting on Wed, some tmr...

So, it is not officially totally over yet..ahha!

Some more, i am presenting to Geoff Clarke!!

He is one of the directors of the Troppo Architects!

It is an Australia based firm...quite famous for its troppo style architecture!

So many exclamation marks i used mentioning him....means, scary lo...

But still, it is worth getting feedback from him ^.^

Ok le, still thinking whether doing model for presentation or not...

abit lazy now, since i have quite detailed 3d on my panel...

Shud i do or not? omg....dun stress over the hard decision..haha.

Just woke up, and it is time to sleep again...

Bye bye!

Hardest part's done.....

It's been so tiring....taxing...

I spent 2days+3nights on this stupid 3d modelling...

wondering how much time i am going to spend for larger-scaled building??

Super duper time consuming...haiz...

Well, here i finally have done it! but left in hunger and dizziness...

Still got lots to go....give me some ohm!

master planning -> all plans rendering -> graphic panel-ling (2xA1)

then

panel double check -> drive to school -> pay 20 bucks

then

print -> submit - > rest -> physical modelling (optional) -> presentation

then...

then...

then...

F.R.E.E!

Comes in couple....

I just woke up from a short nap,

i just took nice bath.

Then, i seated myself quietly,

in front of my computer....

Doing nothing, i was just thinking of you...

Thinking of how long would i go with the hardship.

It didn't take me long to think,

as i decided to really...really not care anymore

I just have to forget i had known you,

well enough, close enough...yet happy enough.

I turned faced the window on my left,

and i saw these....

double layers of rainbows come again...

So nicely, glide over the sky!

Once i stopped thinking of you, it appeared...

Perhaps it denotes the right decision i've made...

Stands out among the greys....^.^

Missing......

These are what i am missing now....

Lots of lots of nice memories in the past,

occupying my thoughts now...

The night was really memorable,

really really great...

Weather is always good up there,

that we can expose ourselves in the cool night,

freely hanging around, snapping down every moment.

Here, too cold too dark....

what to do....=.=

Stories of the night's here

~These are my dear friends,

knowing each other since 8 years ago~

Although some of us aren't that close,

but we still created memories...

that's what we always wish to be....

Together forever....

That's so much meant to me now...

Blooming season

Yea, it is blooming season now...

Spring's here ^.^

The backyard of my house was lifeless weeks ago.

But now it transformed, enlightened with white flowers.

Bee's starting to seek for honey, or something else sweet

Flies are starting to become active in my room!!

Haha.....and yea.....

Everything starts to change, starts to be colourful.

Do you change?

Perhaps, should say....

Do we change....?

Still i see no sign...

nothing between us changes....

nothing at all.

真讨厌没有答案的结局....

会是很大的遗憾.....唉~!

她表面上看起来过得蛮开心了...

我没必要....没资格再介入她的世界了...

可惜的是，到现在为止，我还是每一天都会去看看她的部落，网页....

被你们说中了，无论什么事情的发生，还是阻止不了自己的心....

善哉善哉....还是加油吧！

给我力量！

Restart restart restarT

There's enough rest for me,

should start doing work le....

3 more assignments to go, and we have less than a month.

So i should start all over again, restart my brain and work it on.

Haha...so looking forward the to end of semester...

Can't wait going back to my family, and having rojak masticated in my mouth!

L O O K I N G F O R W A R D !!

bring it on, whatever hits me now...

and don't care whatever not get cared...wasting time...

Blue is back....

The gap is there so apparently....

Who will ever fill it up?

Perhaps the little bridge up there is really weak now...

it will crack and break one day,

and will just become two separated parts,

with no more link between...

No one ever cares how would it become,

coz whatever it becomes will not bring wealth.

Thus, it is unaware....being left there just like that...

Blue's back...

Questions still black...

No more words coming in to make things white..

I will fill up the gap no matter how many years it takes;

everyday and every second;

with rough rocks pieces by pieces;

If you want to......

Will you fill up the gap with touches in your heart?

If i want to..........

Night's been cold...are you warmed in blanket?

I don't think i should ask so....

Good luck...whatever or whoever brings you on...

Sunset in Sydney....

Well, i actually traveled to Sydney few months ago,

along with my gang of friends and MSA gang of friends...

It was really really fun and fantastic...

The fun is indescribable....lolz

We went up to the top of Sydney on the Sydney tower,

grabbed a glimpse at the breath-taking sunset.

The sky was in purple red....

It was so amazing to say the least!

I realized that i haven blogged about Sydney trip in my blog yet...

It was too much to say, lazy perhaps?

Haha...will post a bit bout it when i feel free, just like this post!

Architectonic is an expression of architect's emotion...

"It is simple, we make the tiny bit of our design being more architectonic or expressive of our styles, our thoughts and our emotions. That is why every good piece of architecture has their own story behind....maybe being deliberate at the flashing failure that leaks the water down perfectly to create something YOU DON'T KNOW!", Mr. Ng

Yea, and this is the 2nd phase of our design project in semester 2,

an extension for the ugly Launceston State Library.

Well, since it weighs the same as the final project,

so i put balanced effort to this second project.

I started to think structurally and logically towards my design,

in case i might have failed to realized the expression and the soul of my design,

and might have to re-design in 3rd phase design process.

HAha, so to those who said me "siao" for having too much thoughts on structure...

Hmm....i am not being stressed at all actually.

I asked people always if they had thought bout structure for their design,

just i wanted to get someone with me on the boat, if they dealing the same structure.

So we could solve the problems together and develop the concept.

(and don't forget that Geoff actually asked as to test structure in DIFFERENT SCALE!)

I just don't wanna be loner on the boat as i always be....T.T

Haha.....Sorry maybe i just being too different attitude in my way of design..

And yea, this work was presented two days ago,

to my second favourite tutor, Ali Ward (compared with the kuku cookie monster =.=)

The first one is definitely Geoff Clarke but he is really strict during presentation...

Whatever, help my friend tired...

This was my best ever presented work so far...

And the best of the day was the comment from my tutor,

"you work is among the xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"

I wouldn't say...later some ppl say me lansi here. (my blog!!)

However, i feel really happy for myself,

for what i have worked so hard to think.

There were some negative feedbacks from my tutor still,

but she was being particularly picky towards my work

she mentioned before she crit. me...

I am glad enough because she did really point out some critical problems,

(not like the cookie...)

not because she had to be picky.

Those problems could really help out much in further stage.

Well, i love the comments from my tutor,

but i never put hope on the result...it could be bad after the moderation.

Just different tutor would have different judgement.

Pardon me being abit overproud here...

But what to do...this is my blog!!

If you ever tried to back stab me after reading this post,

then get the hell of here!! You don't know how low-esteem i used to be!

(damn, why am i so....sounds like got enemy de?)

Lolz...anyway, there are a few more assignments to home sweet home!

These few days i have been sleeping...haha...too enjoyed after the hurricane..

Really hope i can be doing well in the final....hopes..

Go to eat subway now...bye bye!

no see no talk....that is how it ends..T.T

Life's back!

Typical life of an architecture student is back!

The design submission is just a few days later,

and officially we have only less than a week to proceed the drawings and stuff.

Isn't enough at all!

Summer is coming, sun rises early in the dawn....

and i have seen sunrises twice in a week T.T

Last week my HTD presentation was absolutely done well!

I'm pleased...but at the same day something stupid struck me...

Don't wanna mention bout it.....was feeling so down...

Luckily i had gained my confidence and motivation back later,

or else, now i will be dying....

Ahh....break time over...back to my design CAD-ding..

2 days continuously facing monitor, guess one day i would've gone blind..

A few more to go to be exact...

Add oil !!^.^

Those were the days....

This is the main street of my secondary high school.

Chong Hwa Independent High School

It looks crowded, because that was an annual event,

for Chinese New Year!! How happy they are!

Otherwise, no one will ever hang around this street!!

Because this is the main way to the office block of the school principal,

and the super "lovely" principal teachers!

Lives in Chong Hwa are still memorable now,

especially spending time with friends!!

There is no need to say at all!

Well, talking bout my academic achievement,

Starting from standard 1 in primary school,

till form 6 in high school,

My average marks were between 70-78!

no higher nor lower that that!

I am super proud of it!

"standard 1 can only get 74+...STUPID and LOUSY!!"

"but if form 6 still can get 76+...SUPERB!!

especially in Chong Hwa independent High School this kind of jail!"

Results were maintained but academically i was improving!

You will see how much i improved throughout the term!

I still remember we have 16 classes my form 1 year,

and i was in the almost lousiest class, around the 12th??

Aiyer...lets list it down ba

Form 1 - 12th / 16 classes

Form 2 - 10th / 16 classes

Form 3 - 5th / 10+ classes

(eh, improved alot man!)

Form 4 - 4th / 8 science stream classes

Form 5 - 3rd / 8 science stream classes

Form 6 - 1st / 6 science stream classes

Eh!! unbelievable man! from super lousy class,

gradually rose and got into 1st class in final year!!

Exhilarated!!

But, on the first day i stepped into 6(s)1

I was really feeling lonely and feared...

coz the rest of the classmates had been in the same class for years!

They were already a big family and a big gang of people!

I was worried if i could really mingle with them or not...

So kelian...no friends in the first few days...

But who knows, i gradually became one of them!

They are really kind friends and friendly, which i appreciate really much!

They cared bout me, and many of them had shared me lots of stuff and gossips!

Yea...we played soccer together, basketball almost every week...

Volleyball game not that often but still we always played together!

Sing K! Undeniably, there are lots of friend very keen on it!

There are S.H.E and Jay Chou's fans also!

And most importantly, they played guitar!

I love the days we always jammed guitar in class!

"that time i was good in guitar, not now..T.T"

Fcuk! feeling so happy now thinking back to the past lives in high school!

Haha...that's all about my academic achievement before uni..

Actually there are more than that, just feeling lazy to tell...

There are more other memorable happenings outside the class also,

lazy to tell as i have to go bathe now!!!

And then...continue on my research work on Japanese architect Kengo Kuma.

He is really good in screen play! My brother and i do like him really much!

Great Bamboo house by Kengo Kuma & Associates

Sorry have to remove some posts

I just want to stop being emotional!
To those who has seen those posts, you better don't blame what i wrote....
You brought your responsibility when you were to see those posts right?

9 recent emo posts have been removed,
since they don't bring meanings anymore....

This blog is now back to happy ^.^

Architortur-ed monkeys!

We actually stopped at our school before going city yesterday,
to print some homework stuff.

Were bored waiting there, staring at the Mac.
and then....kuku Jasper was inspired by me,
and spontaneously clicked on the webcam button on Mac,
and started FOOLING around!!



Tada!!!
Me, Jasper, Jenabi and Wan Hoe behind!
And see Jasper's big row of teeth standing out！




Haha, as jnb said, Jasper is gaining lots of weight!
See his fat fat chin!

Studying architecture is like,
being engulfed by the black hole...



Jasper was kinda high when rolling on the roller coastal!
He also looks a bit ham ham sap sap....got eh...haha!



Double headed snake!
Cute ma???

There are actually more silly shots on my Facebook, so go have look!
We still did something called "yeng" not just only those retarded ones...

Haha, the computer lab had just a few other people using it to study...
Our madly laughter totally ruled the whole room,
perhaps the other people would scold us inside...haha,
"bloody fcuking Asian!! so childish!"

Not shopping spree

Finally had tasted the Mt. Elephant Pancake in Quadrant Mall!
Not bad quite nice!

Just came back from shopping with Wan Hoe, Jasper and Jenabi.
This is the first time i officially shopped for something big in Launnie.
This time i bought a formal suit with a trouser,
and they really spent me a lot of "daddy's sweat and blood".
The suit and the trouser themselves cost 299AUD,
+ Tailoring to make it perfect cost 42AUD.
It is a huge amount but i somehow feel happy spending it!

The suit will be ready by next Wednesday,
and most probably will be picked up after my DS presentation.
Yea....^.^

And then our pancake lunch.
Very nice...The skin texture looks like my favourite Roti Planta.
Really enjoyed sitting there chit-chatting with friends.